hiiiiii you.

i'm bored. i have jet lag so i'm up but i'm lonely cuz i have no one to talk to anymore (bulay went to sleep at 3). anyway, i'm staying up for the Pope's funeral at 4 am then going to nyc at 6 am and hopefully going to bld tonite.

i'm behind. just look at my xanga. i took some pre-existing html code sequence and pasted it into my xanga and my song is from the 90's. and almost everyone uses myspace now. but i havent updated my xanga in 4 months, havent been to my friendster in like a year, so what's the point of making a myspace if i'm not gonna use it? there is none. so i guess i'm just gonna have to stay behind. oh well.

k, well i guess i should take a shower now before my day starts...ttyall later.

u must be thinking, "that was a weird xanga entry...." . yeah, i think so too. i have nothing interesting to say. let's see how long it takes me to log on this thing again  . tcnGb.

oh yeah, and....

SAT's are done, college applications are done and admission decisions have been received so...SENIORITIS OFICIALLY KICKS IN (its after spring break)

may 12- last day of classes, june 4- graduation.

i have 24 days of high school left. it's bittersweet. = /.

woah i haven't written in this thing in a looong time. if you are looking for an update, sorry, cuz i dont feel like writing stories right now so im not updating...

...but i do feel like answering questions. and i haven't done a survey in a years (literally).

so i had to find a survey. so what did i do? i went to dave's xanga.

so yeah, i stole this from a past entry on dave's xanga  

oh and i just have to say that this song on my xanga is major old school...i remember it from my "Ultimate Dance Party '97" CD.  hahaha. i dont know where to find html music codes so if you know, please tell me.

05. i like sushi...but not really. i dont like the raw fish part. but i eat the rolls...like california...although i take the avocado and cucumber out so its really just an imitation crab meat roll aka "moshi-maki roll". i can make moshi-maki rolls. i learned from the great sushi chef stephanie  when i slept over her house and steph, maricris, melissa, rhia, and i decided to make sushi at like 2 am.

04. my mom is the youngest of 7 kids, my dad is the second to youngest of 6 kids (not including his 4 siblings who died as babies), and in this household i am the oldest and the youngest because i am an only child. (?!?)

04. PHILIPPINES- Manila, Lucena, Ibaan, Lipa, Cebu, Boracay, Punta Fuego, all those towns u have to travel in between, and lots of malls

01. ski an actual slope (rite now i can only do bunny slope )

01. everyone is at some point in their lives, Rudolph. they get laughed at, but then things get better

02. going to college and having a small and yucky room, a dirty yucky bathroom, and not having a housekeeper anymore.

ONE PERSON I want to see right now:
01. Chad Michael Murray...cuz he's hott.

I'M DONE WITH SCHOOL!!!

(well until September anyway)

so my last final on wednesday was english, and everyone who took it before our class said it was easy if u studied the review sheet, but Wilderbeast decided to do something evil that only she would do...and that is change the test. she changed the final so the review sheet she gave us really did not work which resulted in me completely failing the final. oh yeah and i also messed up on my history final before that...i think i aced the objective questions, but forgot part of the essay. we got the essay a few days before so we could plan it out...but of course i didnt plan mine until the morning of the final. however the late planning is not what caused my mess up. the essay i chose was the causes of the Cold War and how the U.S. got involved in the wars of Korea and Vietnam. and i outlined the essay completely on my planning paper but when i wrote the essay on the final i only wrote the causes of the Cold War and i FORGOT to write how the U.S. got involved in Korea and Vietnam! ugh. sigh. oh well, it's over.

so anyway, Wednesday after the last final me, alex, andrea, alissa, arielle (alissa's little sister), pam, nicole, michelle, and gina went out to eat at TGI Friday. the plan was a little confusing at first cuz we were trying not to break the Provisional License rule and we only had 3 drivers, but then it became 4 drivers so it worked out. then alex, andrea and i went to menlo...we were gonna watch mean girls (i still wanna see that! i dunno if it is still playing) but my dad failed to tell me that he had to be somewhere at 6:30 so we had to change our movie times and instead we watched shrek 2 (which was also good i guess).

on thursday i just walked around menlo by myself and shopped for summer clothes (i had none). i got 6 shirts from aeropostale for $60 which i think is pretty good. however, my parents saw the shirts and felt it and said, "oh my gosh, this is so thin! it's garbage!" and demanded me to return all of them. but i'm not...and now i cant since i purposely removed all the price tags and threw out the receipt so i wouldnt have to. the shirts are thin, i guess, but that is whats in...it keeps you cool for the summer and most shirts are thin nowadays. i dont even mind the cloth/material and i'm the one who is wearing it so thats all that matters. they are tee-shirts and they arent even low cut or slutty or anything.

on friday i went with pam, her mom, and alex to pennsylvania (pam drove awesomely round trip and was excellent at changing lanes). we took a tour at muhlenberg college, tour and information session at lehigh university and stopped at lafayette college. those colleges weren't really on my list, but i just went to see...i wanted to see lehigh specifically. omg lehigh. they say they are on a "hilly" campus. but no, they are on a MOUNTAINOUS campus and it's all green, buildings and LOTS OF STEPS. we got a little lost with all the green lawns and we couldnt find the admissions building but eventually, we got there. altogether it's a pretty campus but ugh all the walking...poor freshmen don't even get to bring cars. and hang out with friends. i went to the lehigh bookstore and i bought harry potter #2 to read. then i went to bld.

all i did on saturday was get sneakers from sports authority and get some clothes at the mall and packed.

on sunday my parents and i attended the 7 AM mass and went straight to Rhode Island. we arrived at around 11:45ish, i registered, got my Brown ID, dorm keys and ish, unloaded my stuff at my dorm room and got pizza to eat. we also forgot to bring a desk lamp so my dad had to go buy one for me. i met my RA and my room mate, mandy (from Dallas, Texas) who is a year younger than me and she is taking the same class as me but she has a different teacher. we ate dinner and i met some other people. a girl comes up to our table and asks us if we want to go to the movies to see the Stepford Wives. i actually thought she was the off-campus activities planner person, but she is just a student like me so i felt like such a loser. haha. anyway, man we walked for 25 minutes in downtown Providence to the Providence Place Mall. i was just at the mall last october on the college tour..but it looked so different this time...since it was like 7:30...all the stores were closed but the mall was still open. so like we were walking in the mall to get to the movie theater and it just looked so weird. it reminded me of my childhood dream of living in a mall lol. (when i was little i wanted to sleep in the beds of macy's, wear the clothes in any store i liked, and just live in the mall...hahaha) so we get to the movie theater and we are actually late and missed the previews but arrived just in time for the movie.

OMG The Stepford Wives. WOAH. totally different and unexpected it looks scary and i was sorta hesitant on seeing it...but wow. it wasnt all scary, it was funny too. but woah. thats all i got to say. just see it, trust me. so we finish at like 9:45 and we walk back to Brown at night ...a 25 minute wall UPHILL (that killed me). i was exhausted and i went to bed to read my harry potter book at around 10:30 but i fell asleep and i didn't realize it until i woke up when my room mate (who didnt watch the movie) came in at like 12:30.

oh yeah...my other xanga. hehe. i told two people but a lot of people know it now. so...just to test your snooping skills, i'm not gonna tell you what my other one is (which i will eventually move to because this one is giving me problems) and i'm gonna let you find it on your own. it's my new game. haha. okay, not really. if i like you, u could just ask me personally and i'll tell you. but if u wanna play the game, go ahead. hint: bld people u can find it through my bld friends' xanga. u just have to know who my friends are .

well i'll update later. woah i wrote a long entry! God bless you if u read this far. thanks for caring enough or using your boredom to read what goes on in my life. now get up and do something productive! tcnGb.

FYI- after wednesday (my last day of finals!) i'm switching to my other xanga to mark the beginning of my summer!

on to randomness- piano can actually give you a work out. i just played 30 minutes of nonstop piano songs..which included some scales...and my fingers hurt from playing and my abs hurt from moving side to side. too bad there are no lower body exercises (i don't think pushing the pedal with your foot is really exercise).

well i've only studied for 1 hour today since i went to church, did some grocery shopping, ate lunch, talked on the phone, played the piano, went online and read xangas, so i guess i should get back to studying now. i dont want to have to think of clever answers to say to steve (look at previous entry). 1 Final down, 5 more to go (sigh).

oh yeah....Youth Encounter #11 is July 9-11, 2004. Sign up!

that's all for now. have a nice day yall.

Steve versus Grace

Chevy Per4mance: hey!....go study you!
inspirationx 811: no!!! i don't like studying!!!
Chevy Per4mance: you have toooo!!!
inspirationx 811: do u have work today?
Chevy Per4mance: @ 5
Chevy Per4mance: im doing my homework!!
inspirationx 811: I KNOWWWWW
Chevy Per4mance: be cool ike me!!
inspirationx 811: but im the queen of procrastination, duh.
Chevy Per4mance: i'm the king
Chevy Per4mance: soooo hmm
inspirationx 811: well u know what i WOULD be king if i was a GUY
Chevy Per4mance: the king requests that the queen be cool like the king
Chevy Per4mance:
Chevy Per4mance: okayyy?
inspirationx 811: so king's arent better than queen's
inspirationx 811: actually no u r NOT the king cuz u r doing your hw!
inspirationx 811: the king of procrastination does not do hw, thus he is called the king of procrastination
Chevy Per4mance: but the thing is
Chevy Per4mance: the king learned that procrastination is really bad soo yeahhhh the king has to be a good influence
Chevy Per4mance: and, i kno the king isnt better, which is why i requested
inspirationx 811: well its nice that the king is being a good influence, but by doing his hw, the king is not REALLY the king of procrastination cuz he is doing the exact opposite of the meaning of the word of procrastination. instead, the "king" is actually being the king of RESPONSIBILITY
Chevy Per4mance: fine.
Chevy Per4mance: the former king is trying to bring the queen away from the dark side and towards the light side
Chevy Per4mance: so, miss queen of procrastination, can you come with me towards the ::dun dun dunnnn:: light side?
inspirationx 811: thank you, king of responsibility. now i am the sole ruler, the queen of procrastination
inspirationx 811: no thanks, i like to rule by myself. i feel powerful
Chevy Per4mance: pwshh...but im lonley over here by myself ::cries::
inspirationx 811: there are many ppl on the responsible side...which is why i chose to be a noncomformist and i am on the procrastination side
Chevy Per4mance: but i dont talk to any of those ppl right now...and i think you have to become a noncomformist towars the light side, bc these days, being a noncomformist is being a non-procrastinator
inspirationx 811: u mean i should be a COMFORMIST towards the light side so that i am a non-procrastinator.....rite?
Chevy Per4mance: nope
Chevy Per4mance: bc there are more procrastinators then non-procrastinators, and the teachers have no authority n e more to force us to do homework
Chevy Per4mance: [yeah that made no sense]
inspirationx 811: what? well if i'm a noncomformist towards the light side then that means im a comformist to the procrastination side
Chevy Per4mance: point being, come towards the light side haha
Chevy Per4mance: exactly!
Chevy Per4mance: haha
Chevy Per4mance: seee?
inspirationx 811: u messed up the words comformist and noncomformist!
Chevy Per4mance: no, i intentionally did that
Chevy Per4mance: im so bad @ reverse psycology
Chevy Per4mance: i cant even spell it i think
Chevy Per4mance: lol
inspirationx 811: no...i was just trying to correct you cuz i'm smarter than you
inspirationx 811: ok, jk
Chevy Per4mance: haha so bc smarter then me, then u should do yer hw
Chevy Per4mance: righttt?
inspirationx 811: all right, all right...u win. i'll still end up on the streets of nyc but i will study..since i have numerous tests, projects and finals to study for and i have to cram for the SAT II's next saturday (which is now less than a week away) and i want to make sure that i pass this year so i dont get disowned by my parents until next year.
Chevy Per4mance: haha you'll do fine...ask long as no more procrastination until this year ends
Chevy Per4mance: bc, remember...you are smarter then me
Chevy Per4mance: so yeah....no problem hah...good luck with everything...or shall I say...God bless
inspirationx 811: its too long of a time period to resist indolentness
Chevy Per4mance: but yer strong, ... you can do it
inspirationx 811: no i'm not...u r in college and i'm still in high school.
Chevy Per4mance: that doesnt mean n e thing
inspirationx 811: oh shut up i'm tired of thinking hard enough to answer you back already
Chevy Per4mance: hahahahaha i'm exercising yer brain

inspirationx 811: thank you, steve, you are a true friend. and although u r the EX-king of procrastination, i still retain my title of queen of procrastination because before i left i declared martial law and now they can never have another queen except for me.

yeahh...i really need to cram...so i guess with the exception of church i'm locked up in my room the whole weekend + monday...

good luck to everyone on their finals and SATs and all their projects and tests that teachers love to slam their students with at the end of the year.